Empty.

Exactly what I am feeling right about now. Empty. Literally.

After a serious bout of vomitings and diarrheas, I doubt there is anything left in me. Except maybe a very dehydrated me and an inflamed bowel. Serious awful case of food poisoning. If it was hyperemesis, there is at least a good thing to look forward to - a baby. Otherwise the whole process is just a torture and completely unnecessary. And hateful. Because it would just mean that I just ate garbage. Absolute garbage. Literally. 

I gobbled down the whole HK-styled macaroni tauhu pasta even though I felt it tasted funny because Dear Hubby said it was okay to him. Next time I'm sooooo trusting my own taste buds. Dealing with my own problem is one thing, having to deal with baby's is another. I keep making sure she is not dehydrated and thank God she had a milder poisoning than mummy. She and Dear Hubby had the egg custard buns and I supposed those were not fresh either. Tsk tsk tsk..... Like I said, garbage. She vomited once and had watery stool x3 but is still very much active and smiley. :D Luckily! *phew* Me? Not so lucky.. I've lost count. It was just bad bad bad experience. Lesson to learn? Don't be the stupid who finished off the whole plate of funny smelling food. *slap forehead* Dear Hubby, you asked? Let just say that he bombed the guest toilet. Hah!

Took the day off work. But I still have to work at home. Which was not an easy feat. Sometimes I wish some of my family was here, so that I can say this, "Nah, you help me take care of her awhile" and have a good *peaceful* time relieving myself and not worried that the little girl outside would have a head concussion climbing up and down. Having no help, besides just the two of us, really takes the toll. Can't even make proper business. Hah!

So this blog post is also empty. Haha.

Anyways, I'll be out for awhile. To KL for my orientations, first in Putrajaya then in UM. Half looking forward to the glimpse of student future that I'm going to have, half NOT looking forward to NOT seeing and lullaby-ing baby to sleep for a whole two upcoming weeks.

I'll blog when I blog. :P
Ciaoz!

Off to recuperating mode and hydrating me-self with some MORE H2O.