Thank You for You

Sometimes I feel on top of the world with everlasting endless supply of energy and extreme magnitude of multitasking powerful ability. Those days when I feel that I can do anything and everything with just a snap of my fingers. 

And then there are those down more grey days. Like today. Especially overwhelmed with so many responsibilities. I try to be so many people for many people and sometimes I falter. Being a little anal about perfection, I try to do my very best at the things I want to be perfect, but sometimes I fail and it's frustrating. 

I was at the brink of breakdown, at the verge of tears (according to Dear Hubby - the worse weapon in the world), literally experiencing the physical sheer of heavy burden on my tiny shoulders - actually I was just rushing to prepare the healthy warm meal for my family (only two of them by the way *rolling eyes*) and I went mental with the lack of time. Admittedly I was imagining myself being the ideal wife and mother (and probably role model citizen *rolling eyes*) but alas I am only human. Cuckoo meltdown happens. Like I said, crazy.

There are many versions of white knight in white horse carrying armor throttling by, coming to save us.
In my fairy land, he wore a cargo short pants and a washed-out teeshirt, gently shushed me away from my kitchen (before it cooked up a disaster, that was!) and ordered me to have a long hot shower. Which I accepted...... appreciatively. And I felt ten times better. When I came out, there it was - our dinner, fondly spread out on our marble dining table. It was simple - local sour brinjal with meat and stir-fry broccoli, needle mushroom and carrots - but so delightful. And then I felt one-thousand times better. Exhausted by my psycho sandiwara that evening, I "accidentally" slept at 8.30pm with my girl. When he got back late from work, I woke up but he softly stopped me and asked me to go back to sleep. "I will clean the dishes and prepare baby's food for tomorrow. You sleep." he whispered to me. I felt a million times better, I swear I could have orgasm hearing that. He kissed me on my cheek, cozily I drifted off to dreamland again......

I couldn't helped feeling very touched by his action. So comforted. So moved by his act of love for this family. After so many years, he is always there every time I need him (even when I have hormonal times) and especially when I need to fall back on him . I am so crazy and he still hasn't run away.(*phew.. Thank God!*) Hahaha.... 

So, I THANK YOU FOR YOU!!! Thank you for loving me, loving us. Thank you for being such a wonderful awesome husband and father. We love you to bitsssss!!!!